ob ⋅ scure

We cant escape the fact that time controls us. I wish i had the power to slow down or fast forward time, holding on lingering on to that perfect moment, either its a good night kiss, a smile, or even just a great day. It just sucks so bad when you’re having good days, you’ve been feeling just fine, then you know that all has to be paused for a while. You just know that problems are bound to happen after tommorow, you’ll feel uneasy, you’ll feel unhappy all over again.

I guess its sorta cliche and seeming like i revolve everything around this one person but the fact is this person plays such a huge part in my life that knowing he has to leave again tmmrw just gets to me. Knowing that if ever i need him, if ever i got hurt and all i need is him he wont be there. I know, i know, i cant be selfish, i am a grown enough woman to know that everything happens for a reason. Yet to me as long as we dont know what the future holds, all we can do, well all i can do is hold on to each moments i have that has built me, moments and peoplr that had brought me to smiles, you have brought me to so much smiles.

As i said before leave as a man, face your duties as a man, and then come back home as my man :)